A Goodnight's Sleep

been writing lots and lots of acoustic songs here for the undervienna demos, i guess i have no life. :/

but then again, living in the suburbs totally supported the writing due to the different environment compared to where i live in Jakarta - being homesick is inevitable.

all i can think of is just to be patient till i get completely settled here, but it’s hard as hell and i’m being honest.

i miss playing mario kart with Jess, i miss hanging in kemang with Harsja, i miss making fun of Chris and Diandra with Dion, i miss my family, i miss my friends, i miss my old bed.

but i need to keep both of my feet on the ground. 

28 January 2012 ·

i really have the urge to tweet “FUCK YOU.” but then again, the more followers the more formal i feel like i have to be. :/

27 January 2012 ·

tell them all that I’m a work in progress

23 January 2012 ·

i’ve been living here for 3 days now, still needs some getting used to - but overall, it’s not that bad. people are friendly, i live in an area where it’s really close to the beach and food hasn’t been much of a disappointment lately. 

i could get used to it here for the time being, playing music and hanging around with friends and all. getting a car next week anyway so i can drive around and see more places.

music stores here are just as awesome :)

super glad to finally be here.

oh and jess is coming back less than a month, wheeeee <3 

21 January 2012 ·

these goddamn rainbows show up all on the places i’m not.

i’m starting to think it’s a sign.

19 January 2012 ·

ideas could come in variations.

whether to see, feel or hear.

16 January 2012 ·

A Little Taste Of Something New

hi guys! i’ve got through my writer’s block, so i immediately wrote this little sad song just to tell the world that i’ll miss everyone.

can you hear the rain

as the lightning strikes again

while i’m feeling quite lonely

things are not the same

i’m just singing these sad songs

to keep me safe and sound

i think about you whenever

i can’t sleep at night

oh at night, yeah at night

can you feel the world

is weighing up your shoulder

as if it’s making fun of me for

missing you too much

i just need to see

that silly smile of yours

it pains me to know that 

you’re so far away

oh far away, so far away

sleepless nights, go away

i need to rest these tired eyes

you’ve been here too long

but i need some sleep so

sleepless nights, go away

i don’t need you anyway

cause my heart needs it’s rest

to get me through all of this 

15 January 2012 ·